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Just got back from Middletown, where I was for Ally's bridal shower yesterday. It was a fun time, nice to see everyone in one place, the food was great and Ally got a lot of nice presents. Then this morning Denise and I went with Ally and her mom to Catlin Creek where the wedding will be held. Lots of flowing water, sculptures and froggy creatures. I approve. :-)

Last night we sat around Ally's house drinking wine and whiskey and eating leftover coldcuts. Ally said something about hearing that Adam was working some totally random job repairing refrigerators or something. I don't even remember if it was something Ally said, or something Sarah said, but I started to really freak out that Adam is drinking himself to death up there in Buffalo and that there is nothing I can do about it. I even woke up in the middle of the night freaking out over the same thing. I know he's not my problem anymore and I keep telling myself to stop thinking about him and worry about my own life, he obviously doesn't care about being helped or about me. Maybe I'm overreacting, I don't know, but it was really freaking me out yesterday. Maybe I've just had too much bologna for one weekend.