nycmermaid | Jul. 3rd, 2003

Yesterday we finally had our office Cuervo party, which is usually a Cinco de Mayo party. Too bad it only started at 5, since I had to meet Roz and Emily for dinner at 7. I spent the entire time staring at my crush boy, who was probably thinking "Why is this chick always staring at me?" There were a few moments where I thought he'd finally break down and say something to me, even if it was "Please stop staring at me" but alas, nothing, and I didn't want to make a total fool out of myself by going up to him. Maybe it's for the best if I just keep watching him from afar, I won't have to ever find out if he's a jerk or has a girlfriend, which he probably does, cause all the good ones do.

Please let us get out early today! Tonight I'm meeting up with the NYC Yackmore posse because our fellow Yackmorian, George, is visiting from Rochester. (Yackmore comes from the combined names of our junior year apartment buildings.) It's so weird to think that I haven't seen him in 2 years, because it doesn't feel that long. It's also weird because the last time I saw him he was with Adam, and I know they're still in touch, but it would really make me happy for Adam's name not to come up at all tonight.

Tomorrow, my weekend of pool partyin', whitewater rafting, water sliding and roller coastering begins!