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[nycmermaid]

So I found out today that Brandon was in town this week, and he called Ally and they had dinner. I get such a strange gut reaction whenever I hear that anyone I know has heard from one of Adam's friends. I guess it's because I really haven't seen or spoken to any of these guys since Adam and I broke up. It makes me think of this whole other life I had in college. And it's silly because all of these guys were my friends before Adam and I got together. I would really like to stop associating them with Adam so that I could see them and talk to them and not constantly worry that they're going to tell me Adam's in a blissful relationship and moving to Dublin to be closer to his blonde fiancee. You know she would be blonde. And named Danielle. Actually, that might be more funny than depressing. Besides, we all know she's really bald. :-P

I was already in a kind of crappy disgusting mood, but it was getting better because I just had a really good cheeseburger from Dallas BBQ. And I won a copy of the original VHS Star Wars trilogy on eBay. You can't even buy that in stores anymore, it's ridiculous.

Must not think about Adam or the past. Must think about Harry Potter DVD, and Def Leppard tomorrow night! Little boys and rock n' roll, yeah baby yeah!